Perfectly

"We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."


I once heard someone say that they are not settling down until they find someone perfect. At the moment, I thought that was bizarre. Yet, now I agree. I'm not settling until I find someone perfect. Not perfect as in exact symmetry in their face, a personality that is suitable to all and a lack of flaws. What I mean is someone who I can look at in all their imperfections and truly see past them. I want someone who is perfect for me, not perfect for anyone else but me.

I want my ideal person. Even if he isn't exactly like I've dreamed him to be, I'm waiting for him. I want someone who will do all the silly relationship things with me like kiss in the rain, or go on random Saturday morning adventures with me or just sit up until 6 a.m. and watch the sun rise. It's corny, but I want it and I'm bound and determined to get it.

Love is a crazy thing. It doesn't happen when you want it and I've waited years just to find the one and I'll continue until I get my perfect ending.

...and I'll keep growing until I'm grown

♥

Goodmorning Dreams

It feels good to live like you think. I think I'm worthy of a lot. I think great things should happen to me. So, I'm living like they will.

I'm pretty much content right now. I'm trying to figure out a way to get this music thing back rolling. During Christmas break I did no music. I wanted to rest my voice and just give myself time to clear my head after that horrible semester. I also, was in a writing block. Luckily, I wrote two songs yesterday and I feel like the creativity is back!

I'm excited about 2009. I think it's going to be a good year. I'm teaching myself to worry less and trust more; to walk more in faith than in fear. I'm certain it will work.

I just wanted to give an update. Be on the lookout...Love.Live.Music will be released this year!

Keep checking back with me!

I love you all!!

♥ Semaj

I AM...

Probably not your average girl. I know that. People often misunderstand me and my motives. Yet, my reason for being is not necessarily for you and it is. See, I cannot make you understand the the things that aren't understandable. However, I can make the less understandable things more fathomable. Believe me, I'd like life to be easy too. It's not and then it is. It's like, kinda hard to comprehend. I'm not a doubter but I haven't proclaimed that I'm a believer either. I am definitely a dreamer, wish seeker. This life is easier than that one that's kind of hard. Takes more strength to tear your world apart. I've got heart. I do. Tell me who I am, no I'll tell you. I am that I because he that is breathes through me. It's the new me.

Here I am. 21 years into my life and wondering when does this start to come together. You know, the desires and the actualities. When does that start to mesh? I hope soon. I'm so ready for a release, a breakthrough. I'm ready for my destiny to be fulfilled or at least touched. I need to be rejuvenated because I'm easily loosing focus. I'm trying harder to get myself geared for this ride. It's not been easy so far and I know it won't get easier, but this is in me.

I was born to sing these songs, write these words. I'm just waiting for the day when the world will be able to hear this voice and that God can truly do the work that he started in me.

Pray for me.

Semaj
♥ .Live. ♪♪♪