ven if you don't. I'll trust you.& I'll be loving you always
Semaj
Monday, August 2, 2010
I Just Need A Break
I think I have to take a break. Nobody supports this music thing I'm trying to do and I don't know how much longer I can deal with that. It hurts so bad. I just love this & nobody believes except people who don't even know me. If I say something it's like a joke. My parents act like I'm a child and try to make people do things to pacify me or they just go along with what I say. Nobody believes. I hate that. God, please let me see the purpose in your plan. But even if you don't. I'll trust you.
& I'll be loving you always
Semaj
ven if you don't. I'll trust you.& I'll be loving you always
Semaj
Friday, June 4, 2010
Believe in Me
They are the first faces you come to remember
The first voices that teach you language
They are the first people who give you love
And the first people who withhold support when you need it most
Who will doubt your biggest dreams
I don't know if you know me or understand me, but get this: I am dedicated to who I've been chosen and called to be. However, every day it seems like I'm fighting a never ending battle with those around me. I feel like I want so bad to achieve this goal, but everybody is looking at the impossibility of the situation. I'm looking at what God told me. I know that I'm destined to do this, but I feel like no one really supports my dreams.
I've tried to tell my family about my musical aspirations with little to no reaction, I've tried to get them to read my blog and no one does, I've tried to tell them my dreams to do event planning and working in broadcast but no one seems the least bit supportive. They don't even seem to care.
I guess I've got to learn to do this for me, but it gets so hard when you really want something and you want people to believe in you.
I just want them to believe in me and give me encouragement. My family hasn't taught me about encouragement really. I've been talked about by my family about being over weight, about my breast being too large (which caused me to get a breast reduction) and even my hair. I just want someone in this family, immediate and distant, to see the potential that so many outside people see in me.
I want them to believe in me.
But maybe I'm wishful thinking and should stick to believing in myself.
& I'll be loving you always
Semaj
The first voices that teach you language
They are the first people who give you love
And the first people who withhold support when you need it most
Who will doubt your biggest dreams
I don't know if you know me or understand me, but get this: I am dedicated to who I've been chosen and called to be. However, every day it seems like I'm fighting a never ending battle with those around me. I feel like I want so bad to achieve this goal, but everybody is looking at the impossibility of the situation. I'm looking at what God told me. I know that I'm destined to do this, but I feel like no one really supports my dreams.
I've tried to tell my family about my musical aspirations with little to no reaction, I've tried to get them to read my blog and no one does, I've tried to tell them my dreams to do event planning and working in broadcast but no one seems the least bit supportive. They don't even seem to care.
I guess I've got to learn to do this for me, but it gets so hard when you really want something and you want people to believe in you.
I just want them to believe in me and give me encouragement. My family hasn't taught me about encouragement really. I've been talked about by my family about being over weight, about my breast being too large (which caused me to get a breast reduction) and even my hair. I just want someone in this family, immediate and distant, to see the potential that so many outside people see in me.
I want them to believe in me.
But maybe I'm wishful thinking and should stick to believing in myself.
& I'll be loving you always
Semaj
Thursday, May 13, 2010
No Compromise
Sell a lot of records and you roll a Benz
Swoll up in the spot, now you losing friends
All you wanna do is give the world your heart
but the label tried to make you compromise your art
--Erykah Badu
What can I do? What makes this make sense to me. I know there is no progress without struggle, but geez. All I want is a little support. There is so much that I want to do, but I feel like nobody is really understanding what I'm really trying to do. I know my purpose, I know the plan, I know what I'm supposed to do. I guess I just have to go with that, but I want somebody to support me in that. At least one person. I feel like I'm speaking to thin air most of the time.
I love singing. I love music and I know I was destined for great things, but getting there alone seems impossible. I've got to trust God more. I know he gifted me in this way for a purpose. He gave me this difficult road for a reason and in the end I'll know full well what all of this means. I just get so frustrated during the journey sometimes. I think I just know who I'm supposed to be. I know the things that are to come and people think I'm crazy for thinking this way. I just cannot help but know that greatness lies within me. I just do.
& I'll be loving you always
Semaj
Swoll up in the spot, now you losing friends
All you wanna do is give the world your heart
but the label tried to make you compromise your art
--Erykah Badu
What can I do? What makes this make sense to me. I know there is no progress without struggle, but geez. All I want is a little support. There is so much that I want to do, but I feel like nobody is really understanding what I'm really trying to do. I know my purpose, I know the plan, I know what I'm supposed to do. I guess I just have to go with that, but I want somebody to support me in that. At least one person. I feel like I'm speaking to thin air most of the time.
I love singing. I love music and I know I was destined for great things, but getting there alone seems impossible. I've got to trust God more. I know he gifted me in this way for a purpose. He gave me this difficult road for a reason and in the end I'll know full well what all of this means. I just get so frustrated during the journey sometimes. I think I just know who I'm supposed to be. I know the things that are to come and people think I'm crazy for thinking this way. I just cannot help but know that greatness lies within me. I just do.
& I'll be loving you always
Semaj
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Guess Who's Back?
Hey Everyone!
Back with a Video for the Blog! Stay tuned. It's TIME!
Don't forget to follow me on twitter @MusicLovHer
MWA!
Back with a Video for the Blog! Stay tuned. It's TIME!
Don't forget to follow me on twitter @MusicLovHer
MWA!
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Who I am...and Who I want to be
I've got little beauty to boast about
I don't make men faint or stare
But there's something amazing about my diligence
that you cannot find in my hair
I've got a cool confidence that's brighter than my smile
And my wisdom is better than a figure fair
I pride myself on my mind
So what I'm not the belle of the ball ...I can't say i care
I may not get you with this face
But my mind will amaze
I've been in such a funk lately. I'm at a very important crossroad. I've got the rest of my life dangling before me and I'm praying that I make the right decisions. It's a scary thought. Ironically, I haven't really come to grips with the fact that maybe this singing career won't happen. It's not because I don't want it, it's just I don't have the kind of support for it that I think I need. My parents don't encourage it, they don't even talk to me about it really. My friends don't encourage it much and it gets discouraging. I know I have been gifted with this. God uses me in song, but I just cannot seem to get the people around me to realize just how much it means to me.
Someone asked me yesterday if it was something I was willing to pursue and I told them "I'd give up everything to do this." I meant that. I want nothing more than to sing and play everyday...to touch people with my music. I just need support from the one's I love. I fear I"m going to end up being successful and hate every moment of it. I pray I am not.
It's funny. Who I'm planning to be and who I want to be are not the same person. Such is life.
I'm hopeful anyway.
With ♥,
Semaj
I don't make men faint or stare
But there's something amazing about my diligence
that you cannot find in my hair
I've got a cool confidence that's brighter than my smile
And my wisdom is better than a figure fair
I pride myself on my mind
So what I'm not the belle of the ball ...I can't say i care
I may not get you with this face
But my mind will amaze
I've been in such a funk lately. I'm at a very important crossroad. I've got the rest of my life dangling before me and I'm praying that I make the right decisions. It's a scary thought. Ironically, I haven't really come to grips with the fact that maybe this singing career won't happen. It's not because I don't want it, it's just I don't have the kind of support for it that I think I need. My parents don't encourage it, they don't even talk to me about it really. My friends don't encourage it much and it gets discouraging. I know I have been gifted with this. God uses me in song, but I just cannot seem to get the people around me to realize just how much it means to me.
Someone asked me yesterday if it was something I was willing to pursue and I told them "I'd give up everything to do this." I meant that. I want nothing more than to sing and play everyday...to touch people with my music. I just need support from the one's I love. I fear I"m going to end up being successful and hate every moment of it. I pray I am not.
It's funny. Who I'm planning to be and who I want to be are not the same person. Such is life.
I'm hopeful anyway.
With ♥,
Semaj
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Monday, November 9, 2009
Walking. It's Just one foot in front of the other
Hello friends!
I hope you've been doing ok. Me? Well I've been up and down, trying to find a happy place. I think I'm getting the hang of life though, putting my focus on the right things.
I'm reevaluating what my I THOUGHT my purpose was and what I've been pretending it was. God gave me this music and even though it's not conventional and it's not what people think I should be doing I KNOW this is what he's called me to do along with SO MANY other things.
I'm grateful that I accepted the responsibility to handle my dreams and my destiny. God gave me this desire and he is willing to help me get to the place he designed for me to be. I LOVE God.
Right now, I'm just gearing up for the next few weeks so I can work on the album, some philanthropic work and really getting to a place where I can be genuinely happy.
I'm getting there, slowing down and just walking my way to my purpose. Cannot wait til it happens.
I pray you realize you're amazing!
"I'd rather have 3 minutes of wonderful than a lifetime of nothing special" --Do what you love!
With ♥
Semaj
I hope you've been doing ok. Me? Well I've been up and down, trying to find a happy place. I think I'm getting the hang of life though, putting my focus on the right things.
I'm reevaluating what my I THOUGHT my purpose was and what I've been pretending it was. God gave me this music and even though it's not conventional and it's not what people think I should be doing I KNOW this is what he's called me to do along with SO MANY other things.
I'm grateful that I accepted the responsibility to handle my dreams and my destiny. God gave me this desire and he is willing to help me get to the place he designed for me to be. I LOVE God.
Right now, I'm just gearing up for the next few weeks so I can work on the album, some philanthropic work and really getting to a place where I can be genuinely happy.
I'm getting there, slowing down and just walking my way to my purpose. Cannot wait til it happens.
I pray you realize you're amazing!
"I'd rather have 3 minutes of wonderful than a lifetime of nothing special" --Do what you love!
With ♥
Semaj
Friday, October 9, 2009
Star Dust
The last week or so has been a TEST, but I've learned so many lessons along the way. I've also met the most incredible people who've reminded me that this is what I was born to do.
I sang at an event for an oh so fab new company called 20 Somethings. They talked about how much they were fans of my music and I was so humbled. I also met a great couple there who just encouraged me. The guy told me he could just see me doing this, that I reminded him so much of a Chrisette Michele and Lauryn Hill. I was inspired and grateful.
I'm going full force. It's all coming together and I'm just waiting for God to move me into my rightful place. It's funny, but I feel the star dust falling on my head. I'm so close! I'm grateful for that year of setbacks and trials. I'm ready for the test!
Pray for me and continue to support me. I'm doing what I was called to.
Follow me on twitter @SemajSings and check out my team @Semaj_TheTeam
"I'd rather have 3 minutes of wonderful than a lifetime of nothing special"
With ♥
Semaj
I sang at an event for an oh so fab new company called 20 Somethings. They talked about how much they were fans of my music and I was so humbled. I also met a great couple there who just encouraged me. The guy told me he could just see me doing this, that I reminded him so much of a Chrisette Michele and Lauryn Hill. I was inspired and grateful.
I'm going full force. It's all coming together and I'm just waiting for God to move me into my rightful place. It's funny, but I feel the star dust falling on my head. I'm so close! I'm grateful for that year of setbacks and trials. I'm ready for the test!
Pray for me and continue to support me. I'm doing what I was called to.
Follow me on twitter @SemajSings and check out my team @Semaj_TheTeam
"I'd rather have 3 minutes of wonderful than a lifetime of nothing special"
With ♥
Semaj
Thursday, October 1, 2009
It's Been a Long Time, Never Left You Though....
It's one of those days where you feel so relieved to be who you are; grateful to be living the way you've always dreamed. Can't say that I've achieved everything I set out to achieve, but I feel like I'm getting closer to God and He's leading me right where I need to be. I'm so grateful.
I've got a lot going on musically. (Thank God for allowing people to still believe in me after this long break). I was a little angry for a while, but I understand, now, why God told me to wait with the album. I needed to get some clarity and he needed to reveal some things to me. I think I have a better understanding, now. I'm happy.
The next two weekends will prove to be very busy for me. I've got two gigs this weekend and two next weekend. Cannot wait! :-) And I get to be at home next weekend with the fam, I've missed them so much. I just need to be where I know I'm loved and cared about. DC and this scene can really affect you, I tell you. Luckily, God is showing me who my real friends are and I'm grateful for that. The most unexpected ones, though.
Other than that. I'm just striving for this goal. Graduation from college is upon me and there are so many goals that I haven't reached, but I'm not gonna look at it like that. God is going to get me there. He keeps telling me that, I just have to believe in me. My gift isn't like anyone else's and I have to remember that and not get discouraged.
Thanks for being my audience and letting me vent and ramble on :-) Love you all.
"Humility is a sign of maturity."
with ♥ ,
Semaj
I've got a lot going on musically. (Thank God for allowing people to still believe in me after this long break). I was a little angry for a while, but I understand, now, why God told me to wait with the album. I needed to get some clarity and he needed to reveal some things to me. I think I have a better understanding, now. I'm happy.
The next two weekends will prove to be very busy for me. I've got two gigs this weekend and two next weekend. Cannot wait! :-) And I get to be at home next weekend with the fam, I've missed them so much. I just need to be where I know I'm loved and cared about. DC and this scene can really affect you, I tell you. Luckily, God is showing me who my real friends are and I'm grateful for that. The most unexpected ones, though.
Other than that. I'm just striving for this goal. Graduation from college is upon me and there are so many goals that I haven't reached, but I'm not gonna look at it like that. God is going to get me there. He keeps telling me that, I just have to believe in me. My gift isn't like anyone else's and I have to remember that and not get discouraged.
Thanks for being my audience and letting me vent and ramble on :-) Love you all.
"Humility is a sign of maturity."
with ♥ ,
Semaj
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Forgiveness
I'm not really upset that I've seen a dream unfulfilled rather I'm upset that I placed so much emphasis on something that neither defines me or builds me up. I'm a competent member of society without it and I'm able to do great things in spite of it. So, what fueled my desire...pure vainglory.
I'm so glad I've decided to let God reign over my life. In one little moment of truth last night I was able to see the error in my judgement and gauge what was really important in life. What I need the most is to see myself doing what I love to do and there is nothing more that I love than music. I've been defeated by so many things and deterred by so much, but this time it has to be different. I cannot let someone else's lack of confidence in me cause a lack of confidence in myself. I know my purpose. I am sure that God placed me here for such a time as this to do what he has called me to do and I'm finally not afraid to embrace that. Thank God that he his the ruler of my life. I praise him for letting me see myself for who I am and for giving me peace to deal with the things that are to come. I believe in purpose and I believe that any door that closes is only preparing the way for an even larger one to open. I know that I am worthy of anything that I desire and even if I do not receive it, I am still worthy of it. Time is of the essence and I know that anything that I am willing to wait for will happen.
I am grateful for these last two years. I am grateful for the woman I've become and the friends I've made; bonds that will never be broken. Thanks to you all for not choosing me, and to God for choosing me on the cross over 2,000 years ago. I know people think I haven't found peace with this situation, but I can honestly say I have. God is real and his plan is as well. I prayed and asked for peace and he gave it to me. I am grateful.
And I'll be loving you always...
♥
I'm so glad I've decided to let God reign over my life. In one little moment of truth last night I was able to see the error in my judgement and gauge what was really important in life. What I need the most is to see myself doing what I love to do and there is nothing more that I love than music. I've been defeated by so many things and deterred by so much, but this time it has to be different. I cannot let someone else's lack of confidence in me cause a lack of confidence in myself. I know my purpose. I am sure that God placed me here for such a time as this to do what he has called me to do and I'm finally not afraid to embrace that. Thank God that he his the ruler of my life. I praise him for letting me see myself for who I am and for giving me peace to deal with the things that are to come. I believe in purpose and I believe that any door that closes is only preparing the way for an even larger one to open. I know that I am worthy of anything that I desire and even if I do not receive it, I am still worthy of it. Time is of the essence and I know that anything that I am willing to wait for will happen.
I am grateful for these last two years. I am grateful for the woman I've become and the friends I've made; bonds that will never be broken. Thanks to you all for not choosing me, and to God for choosing me on the cross over 2,000 years ago. I know people think I haven't found peace with this situation, but I can honestly say I have. God is real and his plan is as well. I prayed and asked for peace and he gave it to me. I am grateful.
And I'll be loving you always...
♥
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Perfectly
"We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."
I once heard someone say that they are not settling down until they find someone perfect. At the moment, I thought that was bizarre. Yet, now I agree. I'm not settling until I find someone perfect. Not perfect as in exact symmetry in their face, a personality that is suitable to all and a lack of flaws. What I mean is someone who I can look at in all their imperfections and truly see past them. I want someone who is perfect for me, not perfect for anyone else but me.
I want my ideal person. Even if he isn't exactly like I've dreamed him to be, I'm waiting for him. I want someone who will do all the silly relationship things with me like kiss in the rain, or go on random Saturday morning adventures with me or just sit up until 6 a.m. and watch the sun rise. It's corny, but I want it and I'm bound and determined to get it.
Love is a crazy thing. It doesn't happen when you want it and I've waited years just to find the one and I'll continue until I get my perfect ending.
...and I'll keep growing until I'm grown
♥
I once heard someone say that they are not settling down until they find someone perfect. At the moment, I thought that was bizarre. Yet, now I agree. I'm not settling until I find someone perfect. Not perfect as in exact symmetry in their face, a personality that is suitable to all and a lack of flaws. What I mean is someone who I can look at in all their imperfections and truly see past them. I want someone who is perfect for me, not perfect for anyone else but me.
I want my ideal person. Even if he isn't exactly like I've dreamed him to be, I'm waiting for him. I want someone who will do all the silly relationship things with me like kiss in the rain, or go on random Saturday morning adventures with me or just sit up until 6 a.m. and watch the sun rise. It's corny, but I want it and I'm bound and determined to get it.
Love is a crazy thing. It doesn't happen when you want it and I've waited years just to find the one and I'll continue until I get my perfect ending.
...and I'll keep growing until I'm grown
♥
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Goodmorning Dreams
It feels good to live like you think. I think I'm worthy of a lot. I think great things should happen to me. So, I'm living like they will.
I'm pretty much content right now. I'm trying to figure out a way to get this music thing back rolling. During Christmas break I did no music. I wanted to rest my voice and just give myself time to clear my head after that horrible semester. I also, was in a writing block. Luckily, I wrote two songs yesterday and I feel like the creativity is back!
I'm excited about 2009. I think it's going to be a good year. I'm teaching myself to worry less and trust more; to walk more in faith than in fear. I'm certain it will work.
I just wanted to give an update. Be on the lookout...Love.Live.Music will be released this year!
Keep checking back with me!
I love you all!!
♥ Semaj
I'm pretty much content right now. I'm trying to figure out a way to get this music thing back rolling. During Christmas break I did no music. I wanted to rest my voice and just give myself time to clear my head after that horrible semester. I also, was in a writing block. Luckily, I wrote two songs yesterday and I feel like the creativity is back!
I'm excited about 2009. I think it's going to be a good year. I'm teaching myself to worry less and trust more; to walk more in faith than in fear. I'm certain it will work.
I just wanted to give an update. Be on the lookout...Love.Live.Music will be released this year!
Keep checking back with me!
I love you all!!
♥ Semaj
Monday, January 26, 2009
I AM...
Probably not your average girl. I know that. People often misunderstand me and my motives. Yet, my reason for being is not necessarily for you and it is. See, I cannot make you understand the the things that aren't understandable. However, I can make the less understandable things more fathomable. Believe me, I'd like life to be easy too. It's not and then it is. It's like, kinda hard to comprehend. I'm not a doubter but I haven't proclaimed that I'm a believer either. I am definitely a dreamer, wish seeker. This life is easier than that one that's kind of hard. Takes more strength to tear your world apart. I've got heart. I do. Tell me who I am, no I'll tell you. I am that I because he that is breathes through me. It's the new me.
Here I am. 21 years into my life and wondering when does this start to come together. You know, the desires and the actualities. When does that start to mesh? I hope soon. I'm so ready for a release, a breakthrough. I'm ready for my destiny to be fulfilled or at least touched. I need to be rejuvenated because I'm easily loosing focus. I'm trying harder to get myself geared for this ride. It's not been easy so far and I know it won't get easier, but this is in me.
I was born to sing these songs, write these words. I'm just waiting for the day when the world will be able to hear this voice and that God can truly do the work that he started in me.
Pray for me.
Semaj
♥ .Live. ♪♪♪
Here I am. 21 years into my life and wondering when does this start to come together. You know, the desires and the actualities. When does that start to mesh? I hope soon. I'm so ready for a release, a breakthrough. I'm ready for my destiny to be fulfilled or at least touched. I need to be rejuvenated because I'm easily loosing focus. I'm trying harder to get myself geared for this ride. It's not been easy so far and I know it won't get easier, but this is in me.
I was born to sing these songs, write these words. I'm just waiting for the day when the world will be able to hear this voice and that God can truly do the work that he started in me.
Pray for me.
Semaj
♥ .Live. ♪♪♪
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Countdown
He's already loved me
In this world we've fallen already
He's held my hand and laughed at my jokes
This meet and greet are just motions we're going through
Stroking egos and having hope
I know he's the one, we've been here before
There's no need to meet the friends, I know he'll love mine and I'll love his
We've been here
We've walked down aisle in dresses and tuxedos
Gathered family and friends under tents and gazebos
We've bore children with our last name
Our. Because he gave me his last name, first thing
We've been here
No need to set up dates
No need to pretend we match, we do
We're in love, been there since day 2
I've been here
I'm going there
So I'm counting down to the beginning
Fast backwards, because somehow I ended up at the ending
Hello, you
In this world we've fallen already
He's held my hand and laughed at my jokes
This meet and greet are just motions we're going through
Stroking egos and having hope
I know he's the one, we've been here before
There's no need to meet the friends, I know he'll love mine and I'll love his
We've been here
We've walked down aisle in dresses and tuxedos
Gathered family and friends under tents and gazebos
We've bore children with our last name
Our. Because he gave me his last name, first thing
We've been here
No need to set up dates
No need to pretend we match, we do
We're in love, been there since day 2
I've been here
I'm going there
So I'm counting down to the beginning
Fast backwards, because somehow I ended up at the ending
Hello, you
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Summer's Ending, My Career JUST Beginning
Talk about the favor of God! I cannot express how happy I am right now. I've not done everything He's asked of me, but THANK GOD he sees my heart. He knows how much I want this and He is making it happen.
Had to give him honor first!
So, guys I'm sure you've been wondering "What's going on with Semaj?" Or maybe not. LOL But I'm here to tell you anyway.
GREEEEEAAAAAAAT news!
The album is less than 4 songs away from being completed. I have not set a release date because I am still looking for someone to master the whole CD. My Dad is trying to find me someone great...like a guy who's mixed for Mary J. before. Gotta love connections. :-)
ALSO, yesterday a guy from myspace, whose done tracks for some people in the industry, decided to GIVE me TWO tracks for the album. I needed two more and he GIVES them to me! God is soooo great. It's crazy.
Lastly, an HU grad student asked my song "I Love You" to be featured in one of her films.
And CHECK THIS she wants to do a music video for the song FOR FREE! Can we say YAY! It's crazy.
I am so excited and feel so blessed right now. The funding for the album is here. Everything is falling into place. Guys, I really think this might happen. I'm so happy and cannot wait to share this with you all.
I'm proud of this album. I think I've written songs that will make you happy, make you think and make you dance :-). I pray you enjoy this.
LAS TWO THINGS:
I am trying to get a website up and running if ANYONE knows how to do this HELP ME! Give me a price list and I will go from there. email me @ semajmusicmail@yahoo.com Thanks!
Also, I NEEEEEEEED a band, but if not a band I need 3 dedicated background vocalist! I'm trying to book some shows in DC and definitely need some background vocalist! So, help me out. I don't know if any of the gigs will be paid, but if they are I will definitely compensate you. email me @ semajmusicmail@yahoo.com if you're interested.
Thanks again guys and KEEP praying for me. It's working. God is SO awesome. And honestly, even if things weren't going so great...I'd still be happy because He loves me and you guys are the BEST!
MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL!!!
Semaj
Love.Live.Music
Had to give him honor first!
So, guys I'm sure you've been wondering "What's going on with Semaj?" Or maybe not. LOL But I'm here to tell you anyway.
GREEEEEAAAAAAAT news!
The album is less than 4 songs away from being completed. I have not set a release date because I am still looking for someone to master the whole CD. My Dad is trying to find me someone great...like a guy who's mixed for Mary J. before. Gotta love connections. :-)
ALSO, yesterday a guy from myspace, whose done tracks for some people in the industry, decided to GIVE me TWO tracks for the album. I needed two more and he GIVES them to me! God is soooo great. It's crazy.
Lastly, an HU grad student asked my song "I Love You" to be featured in one of her films.
And CHECK THIS she wants to do a music video for the song FOR FREE! Can we say YAY! It's crazy.
I am so excited and feel so blessed right now. The funding for the album is here. Everything is falling into place. Guys, I really think this might happen. I'm so happy and cannot wait to share this with you all.
I'm proud of this album. I think I've written songs that will make you happy, make you think and make you dance :-). I pray you enjoy this.
LAS TWO THINGS:
I am trying to get a website up and running if ANYONE knows how to do this HELP ME! Give me a price list and I will go from there. email me @ semajmusicmail@yahoo.com Thanks!
Also, I NEEEEEEEED a band, but if not a band I need 3 dedicated background vocalist! I'm trying to book some shows in DC and definitely need some background vocalist! So, help me out. I don't know if any of the gigs will be paid, but if they are I will definitely compensate you. email me @ semajmusicmail@yahoo.com if you're interested.
Thanks again guys and KEEP praying for me. It's working. God is SO awesome. And honestly, even if things weren't going so great...I'd still be happy because He loves me and you guys are the BEST!
MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL!!!
Semaj
Love.Live.Music
Saturday, July 5, 2008
Trey Songz Show
Hey guys!
Day after the Trey Songz show--didn't even see Trey Songz because it was 2:00 a.m. by the time I performed. But hey...it was cool.
My management and team said the performance went well. I don't really know how I felt about it. I think I could have done better, but it was cool.
The Gadsden crowd wasn't like the DC crowd, so that's something I have to get used to. But I think they got into it.
Next week I'm on a show in Birmingham @ Club Bongo's at 5:00 on Sunday!!!
Well...that's it for now!
Much Love to you all.
Semaj
Love.Live.Music
Day after the Trey Songz show--didn't even see Trey Songz because it was 2:00 a.m. by the time I performed. But hey...it was cool.
My management and team said the performance went well. I don't really know how I felt about it. I think I could have done better, but it was cool.
The Gadsden crowd wasn't like the DC crowd, so that's something I have to get used to. But I think they got into it.
Next week I'm on a show in Birmingham @ Club Bongo's at 5:00 on Sunday!!!
Well...that's it for now!
Much Love to you all.
Semaj
Love.Live.Music
Saturday, June 21, 2008
New Song!!!
Last summer my brother put together a mix tap that I was featured on! I just uploaded the song for you guys! Go check it out!
GO CHECK OUT MY NEW SINGLE "SOMETHING" @
WWW.MYSPACE.COM/LOVELIVEMUSIC08
Loving Always,
Semaj
love.live.music
MWA
GO CHECK OUT MY NEW SINGLE "SOMETHING" @
WWW.MYSPACE.COM/LOVELIVEMUSIC08
Loving Always,
Semaj
love.live.music
MWA
Friday, June 20, 2008
Walking Tall
Everybody can't be for you
It's impossible to gain a friend in everyone
And I know get over it is easier said than done
I get discouraged, I do
But I've learned from it all
This journey is all mine
--Semaj
So, let's be real. People have the capacity and the tendency to say things that aren't completely self esteem building or uplifting. In fact, they can say some things that are just rude. And I've learned that these people aren't always acting out of their own will, rather it is the jealous nature that has somehow found its way into their being. I understand.
Trust me, I've had moments of envy and moments where I wanted something someone else had. BUT, I've realized this: my dreams won't happen unless I make them. There are things I must do in order to get to desired end; expected end. So, jealousy is pointless. If you want something, get it.
I'm in the middle of one of the hardest journeys I've had to take. Pursuing music is difficult. There are so many stereotypes I want to stay away from. I want to keep my sound. I want to be myself in an industry that doesn't always smile upon that. In addition, I'm producing, pacakging and funding this entire project by myself. But this is what I want. And I'm willing to do whatever it takes.
I will not let the naysayers and the "haters" bring me down. I have to stay encouraged because I have enough to deal with. And I know my confidence can often be taken for arrogance, but those are never my intentions. I'm just focused. I know what I want and I'm going for it.
Moreover, I'm in the right place at the right time. I know my being at Howard bothers a lot of people from my home town. They think I've changed and, honestly, I have. However, how can you expect someone to go 500 miles away and be exposed to so much culture and positivity and not become a new person. I don't think I've changed for the worst. I think I'm just more aware of things and there are things I will not tolerate. I know what I deserve and what I'm capable of and apologizing for that is not in the cards.
So, what I'm trying to say is that I cannot let what others say about this road I'm taking affect me. If this is what I want, I have be ready to take everything that comes along with it. And I'll do it all with a smile. :-)
Well...thank you all for your love, support, criticism and instruction. I really am humbled by your help. Love you all!
Loving Always,
Semaj
love.live.music
What You Need To Know:
I love you will be released next week. I'm waiting on Itunes to accept it. Thanks for the wait.
Semaj opens for Trey Songz-Friday July 4, 2008 Gadsden, AL Club 231
Check out www.imkeepingup.com Semaj is featured in this blog!
www.myspace.com/lovelivemusic08
It's impossible to gain a friend in everyone
And I know get over it is easier said than done
I get discouraged, I do
But I've learned from it all
This journey is all mine
--Semaj
So, let's be real. People have the capacity and the tendency to say things that aren't completely self esteem building or uplifting. In fact, they can say some things that are just rude. And I've learned that these people aren't always acting out of their own will, rather it is the jealous nature that has somehow found its way into their being. I understand.
Trust me, I've had moments of envy and moments where I wanted something someone else had. BUT, I've realized this: my dreams won't happen unless I make them. There are things I must do in order to get to desired end; expected end. So, jealousy is pointless. If you want something, get it.
I'm in the middle of one of the hardest journeys I've had to take. Pursuing music is difficult. There are so many stereotypes I want to stay away from. I want to keep my sound. I want to be myself in an industry that doesn't always smile upon that. In addition, I'm producing, pacakging and funding this entire project by myself. But this is what I want. And I'm willing to do whatever it takes.
I will not let the naysayers and the "haters" bring me down. I have to stay encouraged because I have enough to deal with. And I know my confidence can often be taken for arrogance, but those are never my intentions. I'm just focused. I know what I want and I'm going for it.
Moreover, I'm in the right place at the right time. I know my being at Howard bothers a lot of people from my home town. They think I've changed and, honestly, I have. However, how can you expect someone to go 500 miles away and be exposed to so much culture and positivity and not become a new person. I don't think I've changed for the worst. I think I'm just more aware of things and there are things I will not tolerate. I know what I deserve and what I'm capable of and apologizing for that is not in the cards.
So, what I'm trying to say is that I cannot let what others say about this road I'm taking affect me. If this is what I want, I have be ready to take everything that comes along with it. And I'll do it all with a smile. :-)
Well...thank you all for your love, support, criticism and instruction. I really am humbled by your help. Love you all!
Loving Always,
Semaj
love.live.music
What You Need To Know:
I love you will be released next week. I'm waiting on Itunes to accept it. Thanks for the wait.
Semaj opens for Trey Songz-Friday July 4, 2008 Gadsden, AL Club 231
Check out www.imkeepingup.com Semaj is featured in this blog!
www.myspace.com/lovelivemusic08
Thursday, June 19, 2008
The Journey: Day 1
Let it be heard from the highest mountain top
Scream them until you believe in them
They are yours to keep
Your dreams are for you
No one else has to believe if you do
-Semaj
Hello world! Welcome to the first day of my life. Ok, so I know I've done a lot up until this point, but I've decided that my dreams are not just going to happen. I've got to work for them. But first I have to believe in them. With that said, today I'm getting serious about my career.
I've watched myself go from a small town girl with big city dreams to someone who is living in the actuality of those dreams. True, I haven't made it to the place that I would like to be, but I'm certain that I'm well on my way. I'm actualizing my dreams. I just want to be happy. And this is what makes me happy.
So, thank you all as I pursue this world of music. It's not an easy road, but I don't really do easy. I like a challenge :-) Thanks for all of your support and love. I ask that you stay with me as I try to bring music back to a great place. I love you all and I cannot wait to make it; though I feel like I already have!
Loving Always,
Semaj
What You Need to Know:
Semaj Opens for Trey Songz- July 4th Gadsden, AL Club 231
Contact Semaj at SemajMusicMail@yahoo.com
New Songs Coming Soon! www.myspace.com/lovelivemusic08
Scream them until you believe in them
They are yours to keep
Your dreams are for you
No one else has to believe if you do
-Semaj
Hello world! Welcome to the first day of my life. Ok, so I know I've done a lot up until this point, but I've decided that my dreams are not just going to happen. I've got to work for them. But first I have to believe in them. With that said, today I'm getting serious about my career.
I've watched myself go from a small town girl with big city dreams to someone who is living in the actuality of those dreams. True, I haven't made it to the place that I would like to be, but I'm certain that I'm well on my way. I'm actualizing my dreams. I just want to be happy. And this is what makes me happy.
So, thank you all as I pursue this world of music. It's not an easy road, but I don't really do easy. I like a challenge :-) Thanks for all of your support and love. I ask that you stay with me as I try to bring music back to a great place. I love you all and I cannot wait to make it; though I feel like I already have!
Loving Always,
Semaj
What You Need to Know:
Semaj Opens for Trey Songz- July 4th Gadsden, AL Club 231
Contact Semaj at SemajMusicMail@yahoo.com
New Songs Coming Soon! www.myspace.com/lovelivemusic08
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