It's one of those days where you feel so relieved to be who you are; grateful to be living the way you've always dreamed. Can't say that I've achieved everything I set out to achieve, but I feel like I'm getting closer to God and He's leading me right where I need to be. I'm so grateful.
I've got a lot going on musically. (Thank God for allowing people to still believe in me after this long break). I was a little angry for a while, but I understand, now, why God told me to wait with the album. I needed to get some clarity and he needed to reveal some things to me. I think I have a better understanding, now. I'm happy.
The next two weekends will prove to be very busy for me. I've got two gigs this weekend and two next weekend. Cannot wait! :-) And I get to be at home next weekend with the fam, I've missed them so much. I just need to be where I know I'm loved and cared about. DC and this scene can really affect you, I tell you. Luckily, God is showing me who my real friends are and I'm grateful for that. The most unexpected ones, though.
Other than that. I'm just striving for this goal. Graduation from college is upon me and there are so many goals that I haven't reached, but I'm not gonna look at it like that. God is going to get me there. He keeps telling me that, I just have to believe in me. My gift isn't like anyone else's and I have to remember that and not get discouraged.
Thanks for being my audience and letting me vent and ramble on :-) Love you all.
"Humility is a sign of maturity."
with ♥ ,
Semaj
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