Probably not your average girl. I know that. People often misunderstand me and my motives. Yet, my reason for being is not necessarily for you and it is. See, I cannot make you understand the the things that aren't understandable. However, I can make the less understandable things more fathomable. Believe me, I'd like life to be easy too. It's not and then it is. It's like, kinda hard to comprehend. I'm not a doubter but I haven't proclaimed that I'm a believer either. I am definitely a dreamer, wish seeker. This life is easier than that one that's kind of hard. Takes more strength to tear your world apart. I've got heart. I do. Tell me who I am, no I'll tell you. I am that I because he that is breathes through me. It's the new me.
Here I am. 21 years into my life and wondering when does this start to come together. You know, the desires and the actualities. When does that start to mesh? I hope soon. I'm so ready for a release, a breakthrough. I'm ready for my destiny to be fulfilled or at least touched. I need to be rejuvenated because I'm easily loosing focus. I'm trying harder to get myself geared for this ride. It's not been easy so far and I know it won't get easier, but this is in me.
I was born to sing these songs, write these words. I'm just waiting for the day when the world will be able to hear this voice and that God can truly do the work that he started in me.
Pray for me.
Semaj
♥ .Live. ♪♪♪
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